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Prom is coming,It's on the 17th of May
And I've got a message I want to convay
I'll buy a nice suit And you can wear a pretty dress
You will watch me dance And realize I am the best
will you go to prom with me and dance and dance and dance
and dance and dance and dance will you go to prom with
me and dance and dance and dance and dance and dance and dance
My moves will be so hot You'll have to stand under the fan
This dance will be better Then your favorite ice cream
I cut like a knife And I dance just like a dream
ihyb
you ruined my homecoming but i am over it :)
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| CURTAIN GOES UP AND THE LIGHTS COME DOWN |
[02 Sep 2005|11:49am] |
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THE CAPRICORNS:NEW SOUNDDDDDDDDDD!! |
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OMFG I AM SO HYPER
3 DAY WEEKEND HELL YES
I WANT TO GET MARRIED
BUT NOT AT ALL I WANT
TO HAVE A SWORD FIGHT TODAY
I WANTED TO GO OUT BUT I DON'T
THINK ANYONE WILL DRIVE
ME ANYMORE BC GAS IS SO
GAY AND EXPENSIVE NOW!#@##$(
I REALLY NEED TO DO SOMETHING
I AM SO FREAKING HYPER
COME OVER AND DANCE WITH ME
KAYYYYYY
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[17 Aug 2005|01:28pm] |
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HOLLYWOOD;UNDEAD |
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I LOVE HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD.
PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR AND SAY FUCK THE WORLD!!!!!
TOMMOROW I AM HANGING OUT WITH ASHLIEGH
I HAVEN'T SEEN HER SINCE SCHOOL STARTED
IT WILL BE FUN EVEN THOUGH I HATE HER HAHA.
I DON'T TALK TO ANYONE ANYMORE.I WOULD LIKE
NEW FRIENDS GIVE ME SOME KTHNX.I SAY SRSLY TO MUCH.
I NEED TO SEW MY PANTS AND GET NEW HAIR TOO
I ALSO WANT SUBWAY GO DIE K.
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[31 Jul 2005|03:20pm] |
i would just like to say
that andrew motis is a wonderful
person.but you already know that.
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[24 Jul 2005|03:43am] |
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death cab;photobooth |
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i definately do not want to go back to school.
i haven't done my summer reading but thats
only because i do not know what to do. :(
and i ran into the walmart boy like 3 times
in the past 2 days.and he has a gf and a bf
ha and i am retarded and idk why i am writing
about him.anyway this is so dumby.
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[10 Jul 2005|06:18pm] |
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coldplay;speed of sound |
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life has been pretty tight i guess.
except i found these glasses i wanted
at sears and i was just going to get
new lenses but my dad was like no
those are reading glasses you will
look like an old lady. :(
but at least i got new pants. i want
subway FATTTTTTTY!
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| ive updated to much |
[25 Jun 2005|12:25am] |
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say hi to your mom; super |
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ive decided to change the reasons why i am going on my trip.i do not like the person that i've become at all. i need to go back and fix things with people that i've hurt.basically i hate it and everything. i have been an idiot all night thinking about this.i keep making excuses so that i won't even have to go.i don't even know why i am writing about all of this it's ridiculous.i feel like i am going to vomit. all i know is that i need a change,i don't have any real friends anymore.but people change i couldn't expect them to be my friends forever.or that i can joke around with them all the time and then expect to pour my heart out to them.and all of the people that i've tried to get close with this year were amazing and i really liked them and then they would think i didn't like the person they were and would morph into me and would try and do the things i do bc "i fit in." it is ridiculous i can't even stand to be around them anymore. maybe i'm selfish.i don't know.i just need to find myself or something.
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| ugh.i wouldnt read this if i had any brains |
[23 Jun 2005|07:22pm] |
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christmas on mars;the grocer and the hair dresser |
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i am sick of the gay and hearts sign
and of shallow people and of relationships
based on joking.it is ok for their to be
some joking,but sometimes you do like
real conversation.i am sick of becoming
friends with someone who i like because
they are so diverse from me.then to have
them copy everything off of me.and look
up my other friends on the internet.it
is creep and wierd.i am sick of fob
being on mtv and i am sick of everyone
making fun of me for liking them.i need
vacation and am glad i am going on one.
i am sick of jealousy and love and hate.
i am probably sick of you.i am sick of
washing my hair.i am sick of my hair.
i am sick of writing dumb things on here.
and am sick of some people being nice
towards some people and then being fake
nice towards others.i am really sick
of some people,and i either hate or
love the others.i am sick of shows i am
sick of "i love underground music"today
i am going to listen to techno bc i love
techno.and im going to watch life aquatic
and not worry about you or anyone else.
and im going to have fun.bc i enjoy the
company of myself.i do not feel the need
to impress or copy off of myself.
im not really a bitch all of the time.
i was just sick of some of that stuff.
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[18 Jun 2005|06:29pm] |
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the postal service |
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i have decided that this summer
i would really like someone to ride
on a greyhound bus with me.and i think
if you do i will love you forever.i mean
we could ride up to new jersey or ohio
or maine or even colorado.or somewhere
cold like canada.we don't even have to
go to far away.i just want it to be
like a 16 hr drive.and to pour my heart
out and for us to know more about each
other than anybody knows about us.and
to have a true conversation with someone,
a deep one.not one just to have something
to talk about.or just lame jokes.i want
to have a conversation where you get
something out of it and there's feeling.
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[01 Jun 2005|02:32pm] |
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i can't go to seaworld and go swimming with sharks tommorow or th next day bc it will be raining.that is dumb.
:(
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[29 May 2005|06:20pm] |
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ryan cabrera;true(hah wierdy.com) |
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i am wierd.
i would rather hang out with one person than 320409
i would rather watch movies with someone than go out
i would rather sleep on the porch than in my bed.
i like the dark and cold better than the hot and bright
i love the rain
i would rather get drunk at home with my good friends
than be at a party with a million people i don't know.
i can actually show normal human emotions sometimes,
but i just don't because i don't like how people react.
and this entry has opened up my life a little to much
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| FUCK YOUUU |
[17 May 2005|03:51pm] |
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the postal service;;brand new colony |
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SUP DYKE HAIR CUT?I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!!!! :(
and i hate black girls that are mean to me and tell me im ugly.i dont need people to tell me that i do have eyes and a mirror
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| SUMMER! |
[12 May 2005|05:01pm] |
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fall out boy;sugar we're going down(this song owns) |
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summer is in 1 week and 1day.it will hopefully be pretty rad.and if its not who the hell cares its 2 months off school.but w/e.
SUMMER LIST
1.me and ashliegh will have a barbie tent sleep over.
2.spice girl party!
3.meet and date the members of *nsync.
4.listen to a *secret band* and dance for 5 hrs straight.
5.sleep in my yard with only a sleeping bag 1 week straight.
6.dont wash my hair a whole month.
7.see how long i can go without showering until someone says something.
8.meet funnnnnnnn people.
9.go to millenium park when i go to chi-town.
10.get sushi.
11.go to 15 thrift stores.
12.get bumble bee shoes.
13.wear sea shell goggles.
14.go to the beach.
15.hang out with people that i never do.
16.go to navy pier.
17.go to the nasa place here.
18.do that floating board air thing in orlando.
19.take alot of pictures.
20.go jetskiing.
21.meet tupac.
23.see you got served.
24.do whatever i want.
25.meet the snake the cross the crown
26.EAT ALOT OF FREEZEPOPS!
27.have a fort party with andrew and use bottle caps w/e that is.
28.hang out with EDWARD!
29.fiesta
30.have a trampoline sleepover with someone.
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[29 Apr 2005|02:55pm] |
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the faint;casual sex |
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today was pretty crazy not really.first period we had to do some things for the play
second period i coned? my gangster mexican friend into making me tacos
third period same as always
fourth period i had to be in a class with ese kids so i went to second lunch it was pretty ok.
but when we got back the administrator crew was their bc one of the ese kids had brass nuckles or something haha.damn ese kids.of course it was the kid with the pants up to his neck.
but anyway thats not the point.so mr.moses came in wearing my FAVORITE OUTFIT.hah.but w/e
DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE LAME
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| TATU ROCKS MY MOTHER FUCKING FACE OFF! |
[21 Apr 2005|04:20pm] |
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tatu;;im not your first haha |
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&check out andrews girlfriend her picture is posted on his lj that is whats self explanatory they share the same favorite band.no no not bright eyes TBS@
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[15 Apr 2005|07:22pm] |
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nirvana;i hate myself and want to die |
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i am vomiting all over my fucking self.hot topic only sells 1 nirvana shirt now and 1 beanie and 1 wrist band
BECAUSE GAY MOTHER FUCKING EMO MERCHANDISE HAS OVERFLOWED THE FUCKING STORE.THIS IS MOTHER FUCKING BULLSHIT I HATE WHINEY ASS EMO KIDS NIRVANA IS A REAL BAND THAT ACTUALLY HAS TALENT AND ITS FUCKING DISGUSTING THIS PISSES ME OFF SOO BAD.EMO BANDS DO NOT EVEN HAVE AN OUNCE OF TALENT.but of course they have bright eyes shirts.
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[05 Apr 2005|04:05pm] |
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tegan and sara;superstar |
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 do you see the resemblance?
anyway i have play practice on mondays,tuesdays,and thursdays.it is ruining my life and their is some unnamed person that drives me crazy and how some of the "actors&actresses" bring groupies and kids to rehersal.
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tonight was soo long i feel like i am going to die.
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